on prayer
Conversations with my granddaughter
Dr Alex Tang
Hello little one,
You woke up very early this morning, didn’t you? Your
Mummy noticed that you have been waking up very early but being a good
girl you are, you allow her to sleep. You know she works hard at her job
in the daytime. You are contented to lie in the dark. Darkness is not
scary to you as it reminds you of your time in your Mummy’s womb. It is
more than five months since you left that comfortable place to come into
this world. To amuse yourself you do push up. The fact that you are not
able to do push up do not bother you as you know your body is ‘fearfully
and wonderfully made’. Your guardian angel told you this. At this moment
you can only lift up your head and you are happy just to do head up. You
delight in your body, don’t you? Everyday you discover something new you
can do. And all the big people become so happy and excited when you show
them the new skill you have developed. It takes so little to make the
big people happy. You like making them happy.
You then fall asleep but you make sure you wake up in
time to see Mummy and Daddy leave the house. Mummy and Daddy do
important thing called ‘work’ in some far away place so you want to send
them off happy. You know that smiling makes them happy so you make sure
that they each received a big one. You do not worry because as they have
taken care of you, you know that a very big person (your guardian angel
called him God) will take care of them.
After they left you look forward to going to the park
with your Grandma Nai Nai. Somehow, watching the fresh morning
sunlight brightening the trees and bushes make you happy. You feel good
and fulfilled; a feeling similar to after a good feed at your Mummy’s
breasts and you are resting on her, feeling her warmth and softness. You
hope you will catch another glimpse of that yellow red bird that flies
in the sky. Some big people like to stop and make funny faces or noises
at you. You do not mind as this is your opportunity to make them happy.
A full blast of your smile and they walk away with lighter steps. At
times some big people walked past you without stopping or looking at
you. You feel sad and wish them to be happy.
Then it is back to the house for a warm bath, a
bottle of milk and a nap. You hope that you will dream again of the
place of brightness, goodness and happiness. In that place there is a
sense of that very big person and you like him very much. Then you wake
for more milk, to discover new things until you are tired, then sleep.
When you wake again, you know Mummy and Daddy will be coming home soon.
You can’t wait to be with them and make them happy.
Little one, Grampa is thinking about a blog post for
a series called,
Lord teach us to pray. I have been reading and thinking hard.
Then you smiled at me. You know, little one, you are wise beyond your
months. You may not know what prayer is but you know how to pray. You
came into being by prayer and into the world by prayer. And now you are
a living prayer. You must be what St. Paul had in mind when he
taught us to ‘pray unceasingly’. Most big people think that praying is
saying words. But you know better. Prayer is being - in
connection with the people you love, the big person and the world you
are in.
| 22 June 2012 |
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